Huh- so that's how it is?

Well, first off Happy Birthday J! There, I kept the embarrassment down to a minimum- now you can't kill me now right? >.>
Anyways~ today I plan to go out and look for another job; I have to get out there and try and not sulk about it... well- I wasn't really sulking about it... just had my disappointments. Well, I believe they just had my social security number record so they can claim a minority/student was working there; I mean they did have enough black people there... >.> ok, now I am may be thinking up conspiracies...
I trimmed my nails to a more natural length... yes, that previous sentence enhanced my masculinity... ah well, I've come this far. Turns out I learned more of the perspective of women, turns out I found one that told me about quirks... I can't go into it much more without feeling scorn <.< no matter how much I censor it... well, many women may fib about their nature but in bluntness, they're just the same as males. That's right- I went there- HA!

All I did today was brush my teeth, washed my face and retied my doo-rag... Oh oh! I worked on overcoming my fear of spiders...... one was on my wall so I punched my wall crushing it and my fist hurts... damn... didn't think that through... Anyways blah.~ Why won't my faux-family talk to me more? ; ; Shirry, Kally, Dommy-Mommy, Sy-sy... where be you all?! Yes, a faux family, really good friends that I've considerd family. Other people I consider family have that form of title for them as well. I may post pictures of them soon as a family tree >.>

Damn you Mayhem concert! I wanted to see Trivium, All That Remains and Bullet for my valentine (Hey! BFMV owes me =.= they skipped out on Seattle... over a year ago... look here: http://yashiroku13.blogspot.com/search/label/Avenged%20Sevenfold Thank you Maiku~!)

I mean the tickets are DEFINATELY out of my price range... damn... ah well -.- I will get to see some concerts in my life soon :3 I still have hope. just no money.