Of course I am depressed! I am almost 25...only had two jobs and I was a straight edge student my whole fucking life! No women that I have had physical contact with, didn't get hooked on drunks, went school EVERY day, and have kept polite everywhere I have gone... and look what I have!! God dammit! 

Its irritating when people say I need to be assertive... if I am assertive I am considered to be rude or obstain... I don't get it!!!

I am irritated beyond my normal amount!! I cannot win! I am sick of it... I want OUT... OUT MOTHER FUCKIN' OUT...