Waiting for release

The stress of being an adult is finally taking its toll on me. I am tired mentally and have to think about a lot f thins that are coming my way-- mainly school and things I want to do. It turns out Rammestein and children of Bodom are going ot be in Washington for a couple of concerts- but it turns out I have work on those days and its quite likely I won't be able to attend the events- I mean I can afford ot go to them but ugh- not enough time. And looking at how much I make its a wonder honestly- I save up a lot and there are things I want to purchase and get out of the way like having my xbox fixed but that is about 100 dollars- I handed my mom 100 dollars and I am officially owed 1k. I am surprised I have loaned that much- I love my mother but really that is a lot of money that I may never see again. I wore a hoodie for this "casual" friday for work and I didn't hear a single complaint, and I felt a lot more like myself but I couldn't wear my hair the way I usually do...

I started up my checking account last week and I have a little 300 dollars total there and pretty much some money in my savings. I don't want to really think on my troubles so much since they are really bumming me out and I have no way to vent or release a lot of stress.

I met a girl on FFXIV, she's pretty sweet, I have taken an interest in her and I hope it can be something that lasts. She's a nerd like me but I am not sure what her nationality or her appearance is so it kind of creates anticipation and constant thinking-- I won't get into that too much.

Fuck, I gotta worry about Stephanique's wedding gift and other things like that- school is becoming a big factor and I want to go to school to have something to do but considering a lot of things I just want to keep my sanity and keep my GPA up-- but yeah a lot of things must fall into place. Man I am tired- gonna take a nap.