The crazy just keeps coming.

If I had said it once I have said it a thousand times... its way too warm for me this time of year in this location...


Ok! Now to the interesting stories; apparently there is this chick that I don't find attractive has a crush on me online... all because I handed her a digital cookie when she was feeling down...I mean really- she is a fanatic and that is honestly creepy as hell. She's going on this "I hate my life, I hate men" blah blah blah because I told her I was in a relationship with someone else. (Which I must state; even if its online, its still a lot better than nothing... Don't worry- I am trying to upgrade it.) Anyways, I tried to play the neutral good role by saying "Its ok." "You're attractive" but that just made things worse. I should've pulled my ass hole card and just say "Oh well, nothing you can do about it."

I have noticed a small pattern- when ever I am in a relationship of any caliber, it seems there is always someone to pop out of the bushes and say "Hey! What about me?!" that kind of crap. Of course I barely reveal this stuff to the guys because they would freakin' have a field day with it.

The guys know that we compete with each others on many levels, I mean many many levels... everything except genital size. In actual life, they know I am the smartest but they have to break it down by "book smarts".. really?...this shit again?...Sure, Andrew is good at tactical warfare and a few crafts, and Brandon and Rich... eh- they have strenghts but they're no prodigies of any kind.

I remembered one of my dreams-- I wanted to be a Navy SEAL but knew I couldn't do it because of my heart condition; ; I thought hell, try it out and see how far you get... but that would mean I would have to cut my hair and no way in hell I am doing that for quite a long time.

What an interesting life we lead.