Honestly, I feel that the interview was a waste of time...not that "I didn't get the job" but more of a "Why the hell do you need to have us all here for this when you could ask us on the individual interviews?!"
I kind of felt dumb for bringing my other degrees when they just asked for my high school diploma... but when you look at it in the end... it doesn't matter how many degrees you have or how long you've been in school someone that is a complete idiot is more than likely to get ahead of you... fucking American society...
The only thing I can say is that I was the most professionally dressed... ugh but that doesn't make me feel any better.
I don't think this 'Easter Comic Con' thing is gonna happen... I can feel that disappointment I always had when I was to go to Japan, Alaska, New Jersey (another story) but never did because of some bullshit reasoning. I just lost hope in it..
I really feel like a failure... I don't think I can look back on anything and say "Hey, I did that! And I am proud of it while I am making a living from it!"... If you were to classify my emotions right now... I am so disappointed in myself that I am depressed.
Sure I have a job at the ACS but that has me down since I had put very very little effort in it and it's easy to get in there in the first place...
fuck my life...
At least my hat came in the mail early....
Don't give up, yo. Yeah, the market is pretty lame, but if you put yourself out there and just keep trying, something will be bound to show up. You still have plenty of time to look back on stuff and say, "I did that!" We're still young :)
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