I am starting to hate adulthood.

Oh my god- what a fucking week...


Work is not to bad but I finally go to get my shift. I would've had first pick of what I wanted but I got around the mid-80s on average on my assessments. I understand the material... just tests and me never go along too well. In order to fail one you have to get below an 80% on it... glad I never failed one.

I have been stressing over a couple of things: women (as usual), income (how much I am making...), friends (what they ask of me and what I can do), my old FFXI account... this is actually an interesting story.

Originally I was 17 when I first started playing. So, I wasn't of legal age. Also I went by an alias when I was younger much more frequently. So, I stopped playing a few years ago and then a guy wanted to buy my account. I sold it to him for 300 dollars. It was out of state out of mind to me at tha tpoint. Then, he e-mails me and lets me know it has been banned... so he neded me to look into it. Apparently, he has been caught botting. And then I decided I would go back into the game... so I found out that Square Enix needed a signature with a notary in claims to me being 'Kamil Fox'. so this is costing me very little money but money none the less and I have to sign a legal document. Now, they won't accept my real name. However-- I have found you cannot change the account name... which is ridiculous. Even if you have ALL the information, but a name change occurred, death in the family or anything like that you should be able to. But NOPE... terrible customer service. So~ if I can get a notary to say "Yes, I am Kamil Fox" then I can get the account back.

Will I give it back to the guy I sold it to? If he pays a fee... I did a lot of hoop jumping. If no payment comes my way I will just keep the account and use it for myself. No guilt.

I miss writing on here.


My new work schedule came about to be from Sunday to Thursday from 2:30 PM to 11:00 PM. The main reasons why I chose those times was because I could avoid traffic and not have to deal with the stress of I-5.


I really need to get a stressball.