Today... very interesting... went through a lot in my personal space. First, I came to a simple conclusion about parents; they all can fib but mean well in the same process... what a paradox. Had a near death experience... by that I mean I somehow dozed off after getting plenty enough sleep previously but somehow almost veered into a concrete guard rail... maybe those little suicidal tendencies kicked in and decided to whisper... "slee~p" movin' on.
I realized that love has it's own rules, thus why it is called love. It's so difficult to get into, meaning that when you find it, you want to build it for yourself by working it like a 'take-a-penny, leave-a-penny', or karma for the hippies. From that, I realized you put in much trust as you gain, it's a two person process and that if you're hurt by it, you won't move back into it so easily; if one wants a working relationship, you take time to reflect on it. I don't think many individuals understand that if they do not come to a mutual agreement that they must stick it out to work it out. Every woman will be an old saggy bitch and every man will be a wrinkly retarded douche.... it WILL happen and I mean that in the form is to expect the worse so you can prepare yourself for the better... some women and men are ... I'm STRAIGHT... anyways, some women and men learned how to balance themselves when they were younger and I applaud that, they expect the worse to prepare them for the best... do the same; and like death, knowing now will give you comfort for it.
I may start writing stories as well as another past time; I have some inspiration. This and song writing will become interesting... maybe I am pulling a Caludio... maybe.
Hehe, more to come in the long run. Fuah~ iggy iggy boom bah bay!
No comments:
Post a Comment