Enjoyin' a cigarette after a long session of studying. I plan to head out to the campus to do some review and some homework review with Jesse before the exam around... what- 4 P.M,? I a bit drowsy and I have my Japanese exam tomorrow. Had abit of a mental breakdown yesterday and I didn't really get help from of my closest friends let a lone family; many seem to put the "just quit" speech to it instead of giving me some form of encouragement... ugh- can't really blame them.
I tried to practice some Children of Bodom (Needled 24/7) but I had some difficulties on the intro. I think the neck on my guitar is a bit to thick for me to play it.
4 glasses of strawberry milk
1 cup of coffee
3 pieces of candy
ok- I got it from Death Note where L eats a lot of candy to keep his brain working; it seems logical.
I find it bad that I have scars on my chest from surgery-- so it has put down a bit in body building and physique. Other than that, nothing else has me down initially... I am just tired and I am sleeping at weird times. I think something may be wrong with me and I am not sure how to fix it. I've been ignoring a lot of people the past day and continuing up to it because of the fact they ask me for things but never ask how I am doing... this is not an emo stage god dammit... I am irritable.
Looking for work is hell these days.
Gah- I am too tired again to write.
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