Gnawing At Life

Kanji:
信ずる (shinzuru)
位 (kurai)
草 (kusa)
政 (sei)
史 (shi)
周 (shuu)
訳 (yaku)
考える (kangaeru)
進める (susumeru)
区 (ku)

Yeah, so the kanji up top is what I plan to do on each post to ensure I am studying my kanji and not slacking off around my 4th attempt.

All right, down to business. I have been flirting a LOT with girls on facebook. Its actually pretty fun. What I recommend is doing a playful non-caring approach. I am not saying I am an expert on picking up women or that I clearly know what goes through the mind of a woman... I am just stating what has worked for me.

Lately, aggressiveness and judgment has taken a hold of my personality since I have been angry at quite a few people as of recent. Not much I can really do to change it since there is no other outlet for me to vent.

Practicing a lot of Galneryus and kind of resenting the idea of doing it since a lot of it is tricky to play with what equipment I have. I don't know once again my frustration with it is just... I'll see if I can post a video of it. I am not sure with what I want to do with everything in this world but I am just conflicted with the idea that I graduated college and I have nothing to really show for it and I have procrastinated like a motherfucker to get my Masters and attending Evergreen in Olympia.

Interesting note- Mari Walker (I call her Mrs. Walker, since she is my best friend's mother and I pretty much know their whole family) texted me asking if I was still looking for work and I hope she can find something for me cause I know she owns her own business or something. Really- I need something here.

Ugh- time to eat now.