A hole so deep

Hanging out with the guys again today, since the week was a bit weird to be honest, there was some light at the end of the tunnel.

Work ended with a bit of-- fatigue honestly, although my original idea of how it would end would not be so intense that I would have to reconsider my way of thinking of the job. Ahzi- the new girl, who is also muslim like me, had just been promoted! I say congrats to her but with a bit of grinding of my teeth for a weird petty reason but something I cannot seem to get over so easily. She had acquired her Master's in business which I was honestly impressed about and she is about a year older than me.

She has only been there about a week or so-- I haven't really kept track since my blog was out of commission due to a computer going kablooey-- that reminds me to go back into my laptop dilemma in a minute-- but anyways!

Since Mari had fired Maria and Liz, she pretty much asked how the training everyone in the billing analyst team was progressing... of course the news was not pleasant to her and they probably put the nail in their coffins, but pretty much Mari wanted to find someone who could replace them and have a person with a masters to which... now that I look at it that way, I am really thankful someone who has a college degree and not being a complete idiot!

The only thing that kind of pokes at me is that she chews out loud... and is pretty hyper when she is in a conversation with anyone-- its bareable for me but hearing everyone else complain about it or even gossip at some extent is what gets under my skin. I know a lot of people have annoying habits and any that I may have, I do my best to tone them down.

Now onto the computer issue; I am thinking of how I can upgrade my graphics card but since I do not really play much games that require the graphics card I do not really think I could find myself dishing out cash for something that I won't really use.

I started to flirt with Melissa again- you know the girl I kissed on that date I did the mojo-check; turns out I kind of put an offer on the table to hang out with her more but she doesn't seem that reluctant to do so, so I am kind of at a crossroad of deceiding of whether or not to abandon the idea of dating her anymore or, just keep persuing until she gives in. It doesn't seem too natural to keep putting pressure on it- she's kind of a swinger and I am chalking that up to the idea of me not wanting to date her. Anyways, the offer was if she wanted to date at any time she could let me know and therefore we would date. I have been making her kind of my pet "treating her as if she was a dog" not in a bad way but more of a playful way to the point that she has actually went along with it. This is not the first time I have ever done that to a girl- that's how I really gotten to the point of mastering it... got a girl in trouble once; funny story I may tell about another time- pretty much I was a kitty and she "loves" furries, so I played along with that... shows how much of a deviant I am!

Currently hanging out with the guys today, got us some McDonald's and spent about 17 dollars on it fo rthe usual amount of burgers we get... 16 total, 4 each. I have placed my story writing aside for now since its a bit difficult to contemplate ideas and have a proper writing stance when writing-- but its all right for now, for me, its a challenge which is why I never had much of a desire to write essays in college.

Speaking of college, I have to wait for the school I have been waiting for to call me back since class starts on the 15th of next month and I have to consider what my schedue woudl be like-- the oen thing I am truly hoping for is to find if that they will have an intership that probably pays better for those who are looking to work in aeronautical engineering.

Not much else to go on.. . aside from lastn ight when Naomi came home drunk-- now normally I would be hesitant and cautious when people are drunk- mainly because of my father but she was like a panther on the prowl-- notice how I didn't say cougar, she was flirty but nothign really real but more of a fun behavior is the phrase I am going for. XD one of those good times.

Shit- that reminds me, I heard from a friend of how hard it is to get into programs that are for those who wish to be a translator. As of now, the idea to be one is on a hiatus if you want to call it that- no matter what, you can't be out those who have a desire from age 4 or something and have lived in Japan for that amount of time. It sucks honestly to compete with that if you have no leverage- hell even visiting Japan. ugh what is up with the fucking world...


Rich's "new girl" came by last night and we acted as we usually do and she acted like... Naomi- I mean a lot, its crazy how that was. I can't wait for those two to meet if Richard nails it. Best of luck to him for that- especially me loaning him 30 bucks to go on his date where is saw 'Sucker Punch' with her. Ah well, I know he'll pay me back in the long run but in the back of my mind I may think he may let the lay carry on for a long time. Its cool, he's like a brother to me.