Buff fingers!

Phew! Man that was intense of nothing but gaming on Black Ops... I was doing pretty damn well, using gun kits the guys' are used to so I can honestly measure and balance my skills. Turns out, I kick a lot of ass with sub machine guns. However, I have a lot of muscle strain on my fingers so, it may mean that my typing may have decreased in speed for the mean time. Me thinks the dexterity is going to increase over time.

Well I have class in about... 12 hours; which means I need some sleep at some point so I can head out around 3pm and make my way to the base and get there easily without too much hassell from the front gate. I don't think my book(s) have come in the mail yet an I would've had them if my class that I was burning to take did not cancel on me and then I had to switch to a....managing course... the upside to it though, it could help my career of aeronautics of doing something where I don't have to answer to anyone's bullshit. It could be a good advantage.

I think I left off where I was talking about my relationship with Jenifer. Well, I learned some interesting little tid-bits of information. I won't say much cause I don't know if our relationship holds firm for a long time she my find my blog and start reading about my life... just... OH is the magic ingredient. That's all I am saying >.> sue me.

Damn I gotta get some sleep... but I was thinking of what my mother and I talked about- pretty much she was aware that Daniel has PTS- OH! I finally go to see my best friend after I think 8 years at least- at LEAST... he's got a new fiancee and she's pretty cool, s'all right looks. I am worried of his condition after he mentioned a few of his friend's died in the field. I am really going to do my best to reach out to him if he needs someone to lean on.

Anyways, my mom says that a lot of my "friends" well I don't call them that cause the ones who disappeared on me when I was at my worst; anyways, we discussed how Andrew, Richard, Brandon, Daniel and Mike are my true friends since they have been around me for years even though they know I don't have much to go on myself. (Yes, E, you count too). I am really thinking about what I do in my life to make it better for not only myself, but my family AND friends.

so yeah, that concludes this post.