Down you go!

So many posts to make up XD but at least I have the time to do so.

Well, I have about 1.2k in the bank that I have earned from my now previous job and about 550 at least is going towards school for the quarter. Now I have made some connections before I left my job. Some with those who are related to people that work at Boeing and there are those who are married to them, so my foot is in the door with recommendations at least. I plan to go to school tomorrow around 3pm and remain there for about a good- well, the rest of the day-- til about 10pm then I have the rest of the week to myself to do what ever I please. Figuring that I would take time to study languages among other things and try to build a better character from myself; you know, working out, building confidence, finding another job.

My relationship- I am learning a lot of new things and especially how to pace myself. When you have my condition of always wanting everything in the now and not having to wait for it even though you earned it; you find that you have to comprimize. For example: I have never had sex, only kissed ONE girl! In my little world, I figured I am entitled to have that instant trust and not have to work for it... sadly I am sure that is not how the world works, so I am learning how to adapt and surpress any of those thoughts....

Crap- I will continue later, going to game some with 'Drew on Black Ops