The bitter nows

It’s been a crazy week- I found out that I am losing my job—pretty much I’m stating it in the most pessimistic way possible. Actually, Mari is “discontinuing” the college intern program across Seattle… it is odd, this area may be known as Federal Way but, its considered Seattle… we’re about 20 minutes away from the area. Well, I am going to take a shot at finding a job on the base; at least I will be close to home and they will likely pay me more since I have a degree.

Now I think back of the purpose of the blog, in the society I am living in right now, those who have graduated are lead to believe that if they go to school they will get a good job and therefore have a comfortable life. Here in reality, it’s much different, you have to get a crappy job and work your way up from the bottom in order to make a decent living. It’s terrible- what did we all do to deserve this? I might as well have sold drugs or done something more illegal to make it in this world. More recently, a lot of these clown colleges (schools that are willing to take anyone to give them classes and credits that cannot transfer so easily to a more accredited school. The only silver-lining to all of this is that when things pick up, we can easily demand that we want more and we are not going to easily take less because someone says otherwise. We are the tired, the hungry and determined, and if it comes to it, we will revolt. I am not saying I am the head of any organization… yet, but there is a chance that it may happen.

In other personal news, I am learning more and more about Arianne/Jennifer. It does take time for someone to open up however, she seems to be doing it at a steady pace to the point that she’s learning about herself in the process. It seems things are going slow with assurance of what may occur.

Guitar news—I hate the song Brompton Cocktail… the solo is so damn weird and that it’s covered with effects… I can’t even identify what scale it is under. I am starting to stray away from “power-chord” music- I need music with depth and absolute creativity. I am looking to attempt to compose music again as long as I can keep my motivation at a plentiful supply. Well, that should be enough for this entry- nothing I can think of without trying to complain and rant about it.

‘Til next time!