Rain Glasses

Started to listen to many new tracks that I have recently downloaded- mainly ‘World War Z’ since I do not have any more books that have held my interest after a couple of a chapters—I decided to look to my friends once again to find any kind of literature that would entertain me when I am bored or looking forward to something. Since I kind of accidentally burned the bridge to borrow books from Richard… apparently I mistreated his book of the third Mass Effect series; he claimed I had bent the spine too much and thus making it to look as if the edges were also damaged. Immediately apologized and didn’t realize I had done that—really, I didn’t remember doing that since I wanted to take care of the books. I am thinking Liam might have grabbed a hold of his book and possibly damaged it. Nevertheless, he didn’t necessarily accept my apology but, he did not hold a true grudge… knowing how he is in his personality he gets angry too simply and the only way having can take some of that pressure off is to be an asshat to his friends… I am not saying it’s truly bad, but it is more of an annoyance to where you take the good as well as the bad; the bitter and the sweet.

There are few things I have to consider while holding my money since my mother recently had me look over her resume for FEMA- I am hoping she can get this job and make some good money so it can help us all out and therefore I can have money to myself and do things that can make me feel more comfortable in my day. I am not saying I will go on shopping sprees, only commenting on the fact that it would be nice to have all of my money that I have earned even after the expenses of getting to and from work. I do plan to help the house out more and I want to make sure that we are ok but I don’t have a girlfriend that I can be with to find a sense of sanctuary with, I don’t do drugs that would instantly take the edge off, I don’t have a place to call a second home where I do not feel any ridicule- I mean this is life but, this is aggravating to say the least.

School is right around the corner and considering the things that have occurred at work and how I feel about the job honestly, I am more than willing to do full time at the school to get done with classes and as a bonus, keeping away from work and pretty much saying “Whatever you needed me for, you will now see how important I was helping you all out!” I honestly have a lot of vengeance in my heart with this job about what has occurred and how things are ran here. I want to make money however; I do not want to find myself answering to some jack-holes that think they know everything the world by not having the least amount of credibility to back it up in a real world.

I am planning to read back on my very first posts to regain my perspective in the world as wild as I was.