Shock Collar

Welp! This is gonna be quite a story:

Apparently my declared ex came back to Final Fantasy XI while I was not around-- actually I had left the game because of her. For those who are not aware of the story, I was head over heels for Aiya/Jennifer who resided in California; I honestly learned a lot about her and how I should act in a relationship. I was really taken by her-- we never did anything... really, it looks pretty platonic from how I saw it. I am not saying that was bad just... ugh for a whole year it remained like that. Around this time last year, she disappeared and I never heard anything from her.

I assumed that she had important business or was at work for many hours out of the day... but the time grew more and more extensive and I grew into a deeper and deeper depression missing her. So around January, I did a mojo-check; which I have mentioned in previous posts that to make sure I was over her I had to date another girl. I mean really--who would get over that so easily? I mean you would owe a lot to that person that I don't think any person can repay....not even sex! Orgy sex! Sex with the lights on!! Sex by calling out the other person's name!!!! ... ok overkill >.>

Now, you're up to speed? Good! Auntie/Jessica went onto the game and found she was there. I honestly was shocked for a reason you will soon find out, she doesn't say anything to Auntie and I pretty over her, no one does that to someone and expect anything to be ok, I honestly don't think she gives a damn about me anymore so I am not going to do anything.

So~ here I am dating Arianne now :3 and it was pretty fun, we pretty much hung out near the dock areas of the game and enjoyed reminissing about games we've played in the past and pretty much discussed a ot of theories of what they should have done with some of our favorites. Oh, it did trail a lot into video game music which I must admit she has a knack for comparing music as well who the artist may have actually been. I mean I was having a great time with her and she was having a great time with me. Gave her the "If I creep you out or get jealous let me know and I will stop" speech... well not really a speech but more of a card on the table.

And the shock-collar... NEVER EVER... assume anything that may seem sexual no matter what... I kind of made that mistake and did my best to recover... really I thought it would take months to get that far but it happened pretty fast. I am doing my damndest... damnest?.. darnest?... what ever... I really want this to work because there are not that many attractive (Oh god the key word: ATTRACTIVE) women out there that are nerds... believe me... have a better chance of winning the lottery... walking in there with a four leaf clover in your hat >.>...

anyways, I really like this girl and I know I may get some looks from my friends who read this or hear the story sooner or later but still... this is what makes me happy. So cheers to that then I guess.