Don't give a flying fuck

Oh my god- I really hate my job and the people in it... I really do- since I got in trouble for doing air quotes... you know- placed peace signs in the air and bending your fingers when you say a specific word... and guess what word it was I got in trouble with... IDOL... I said the word fucking idol with air quotes and got in trouble... how fuckin' ridiculous is that?!?! Apparently fat-back thought I didn't like doing her job... lemme say that again... she thought I didn't like... doing HER job... OF COURSE I DON'T LIKE IT... its her fuckin job... SHIT... I have to scan papers that i have to take about 50 minutes to remove all the staples from so the scanner won't freak the fuck out... god dammit. Then Shubha calls me into her office... since I stated "(Kathy)... doesn't want me to be "IDOL" and I need something to do"... I was about to tell her to shut the fuck up I mean really... that's fuckin' petty and who tattles on that shit?!

Fuck man I hate the cock-suckers at Volt... the whole "We give you low pay cause we're giving you experience you can't do shit with in your career" fiasco is getting god damn old quickly. I want them to fire me! I hate it there. When school fucking arrives I am fuckin' doing full time, fuck those assholes about their "We need people here..." uh uh hell to the fuck nawh!!

I missed talking with "Texas Girl"- that's what I may call her until we're actually dating or something and that way I can feel comfortable with letting my friends know who she is. I wanted to get home after hanging out with the guys but I couldn't get home fast enough because it was Sunday... ugh speaking of that weekend I spent 40 bucks... I don't think I want to hang out with the guys this upcoming weekend.. I really don't have any money for myself in things I want to do. 15 bucks for gas for Brandon, 17 for burgers for breakfast at McDonald's and 7 bucks for books for Andrew... I don't care what people say I am buying friendship and I think I need a break from it....

This fucking weather is really getting to me and its not officially Summer yet... and to hell with everyone that says "Oh, its a nice day..." TOO WARM....

Can't wait for classes to start up for me, I will be out that bitch so fast...